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PROGRESS

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I just can’t stand him.

there are days when he’s okay with me, but most days, I’m just annoyed by his antics.

I am not comfortable being in the same room with a few people with him. What more if it were only the two of us. 

I don’t hate him. I just don’t know how to react to his actions.

I don’t show resentment or anything. I just act normally [ignoring his corny jokes, not talking until he does] but I think he notices.

[sigh] my attitude towards him has caused tension between us. He as well has started to be silent when were together. He changes his behavior as well when I enter the room. I usually don’t look him in the eye when we talk or cross paths. 

but I put effort in making a good bond with him. I sometimes try to act interested when he speaks. I try to answer his questions with oh-so-obvious answers. I’m trying to make a connection.

maybe it’s just me. I hope it’s just me.

[sigh] I hope I fix this. I don’t want silence to last forever. I can’t keep on faking my laughs. 

I hope there’d be progress.

[T-T]

I hate people

I hate people.

People are hurtful. They cause each other pain.  People are MEAN.

People are greedy. People are envious. Always wanting what is not theirs. People are never satisfied.

People are liars. People are hard to trust. They are very deceiving. Always insecure.

People are perfectionists. But they are not perfect themselves. People stare at each other. People judge others. People are VAIN

They curse each other. They are afraid of each other. People are paranoid

People are competitive. fighting for the wrong reasons. Then they lose.

People are users. Very needy. Always dependent. Very parasite-like.

People are spiteful. Vindictive. Regretful.

People are sad. People are FOOLISH

They annoy me. Unfortunately, I am one of them.

fear

FEAR

is a little bug that chews on you 

BIT     by

    bit

                                                    from the INSIDE

It 

     is the little bump inside your chest 

                                   that beats your heart 

                                                    HARD

 

 It makes you do things you   DON'T 

                                    usually   DO

It makes you JITTERy 

and it forms little beads of sweat on your forehead

and the ONLY destroyer of 

                                                FEAR

                                                           is ASSURANCE                              

                                   

weird mode [as usual]

RAIN RAIN

there is 

         a good reason 

                           why birds 

                                don't go flying around when it's raining.

Raindrops 

                             taste 

       good, 

  and you wouldn't want to taste something else when you go, 

aaaaaah 

                                                                    in a drizzle.

rain loving mode [+_+]

There are some who say that you should forgive everyone, 

                                       even the people who have disappointed you immeasurably. 

There are others who say you should NOT forgive anyone, 

                             

                                       and should stomp off in a 

                                                  huff

                                                                                  no matter how many times they apologize. 

             Of these two philosophies, 

                         the second one is of course 

                                                                         much 

                                                                                   more 

                                                                                               FUN, 

  

         but can also grow exhausting to stomp off in a huff every time someone has disappointed you, as everyone disappoints everyone eventually, 

                                 

                                    and one can't stomp off in a huff every minute off the day.

--LEMONY SNICKET

quote posting mode [^_^]

NOSTALGIA

I have LOST my spark.

my enthusiasm for blogging has been in sleep mode for a long time......

I really                                                                    really  

                     REALLY

                                         really

                                                                      MISS blogging......

[nostalgic mode : I]

Hello Blog. Missed me?

Haaaay. It's been ages since I last typed anything on this blog. I was just busy. Now, well I still am very busy. The semester's ending and we've got finals to deal with. haays. I still don't have enough time for this.

Summertime

[sigh]

summertime. 

             And it's almost over. School's going to start again.

                                        More work.

[sigh]

It's halfway through and so far I am enjoying it.

BEACHES

POOLS

endless TV

endless COMPUTER GAMES

LAZING THE DAY AWAY

[sigh]

ANOTHER POINTLESS POST BY ME [ '_' ]

How to get YOurself A Cool Haircut

Begin with looking for pictures of nice hairdos in magazines or any brochure. Those with spiky streaks or out-of-bed looks may be a good choice for rugged men. (For those of the other gender, they may look for complex styles with complicated braids and knots, but that is another article which I will soon make). This procedure may take a long time, especially if the person has no idea about the look they want. Once the choosing is over, gather your haircutting paraphernalia:
                                          a large cloth,
                              scissors,
          a squirt bottle,                             a comb,
a razor,                                        &                                         
                                                          a soft brush,
                     then sit in front of the mirror.

Stare at your hair. Breathe in, breathe out. Then look at your angles and see how the hair should be cut. Look at the copy one more time. You may get frustrated at the beginning, but place in the very                                                       middle                                                                                                     of your mind that you CAN do this. Place the cloth over your clothes to protect them from fallen hair. Grab the scissors and get rid of the frizzy strands and split ends. Comb it to the proper direction and cut away the excess. Remember to review the copy before cutting a clump off. Keep snipping and snapping until the hair looks almost like the copy. And here comes the fun part. Take the squirt bottle (if you have a squirt bottle. If you don’t have a squirt bottle, you may pathetically soak your hair in a basin of water) and spray water on your hair until no area is left dry. This process makes cutting easier and makes the hair more manageable. Now that the hair is moist, form it in the desired look and snip off other excess.

      After the cutting, take the razor and CAREFULLY shave off the unwanted facial hair. Remember that the razor is a very sharp object so I will remind you again to use it with GREAT CARE.

           When you’re finished, brush off the cut hair that fell on the shoulders and on the face. Take the                                       hair gel or
                        wax or
                                                mousse or
               spray or                                      any styling thing
  you have and s p r e a d it on your hair. Make sure that the hair is covered with whichever of the styling materials you have from root to tip, and make sure that you gave EQUAL distribution to the areas. Style it up until you’re contented.

                     Breathe in, breathe out. Look at yourself in the mirror and look at the copy. It may not look exactly the same, or it may not look anything like the hair in the copy at all. Results may vary. At this point, people who try to cut their own hair get frustrated again like they did before they started cutting. I myself have not tried cutting my own hair, but I have a solution for the problem, a solution which should have been in the first paragraph. It is to go to a barber shop or a salon and get your hair fixed.

The LAst Day of This Schoolyear

It's the LAST
dAY of
SCHOOL!
BUT as it turns out, today is not the last day of school. Stupid Filipino Class!
We still have to make a defense on our STUPID research on Monday. [sigh]

Today almost sucked. If not for my "friends".
You know why it ALMOST SUCKED? Because of biochemistry.


We had our finals and the test was ROCK HARD.

Our teacher in this class, so does not do well in teaching. She lectures in such a boring way with a very tiny voice with the loudness only ants can hear. I used to think she was nice. I thought of all the teachers she would understand US. Why would she give that kind of test?
And here's the tough part....NO CHEATING [waaahahahaaah!!!]


I
HATE
HER!

Because of her I think I'm going to fail her class. [huhu] And because of her failing me, I'll be repeating the subject this SUMMER!!!

Fortunately I got over it. And besides, I just found out that I got a flat ONE in Our English PROJECT.

I have already decioded to enjoy this summer no matter what. HEHEHE

"nemo me impune lacessit"

[: )]

Buhol

          My life by the moment is tnleagd. Tlegand like the wires in that picture. Telgnad like my sister's hair before. Tglenad like strings. Tangled. 

I am now frustrated but still carefree[NOT the panty liner/sanitary napkin].
          As I have said in my previous entry, my schedule is LOADED.
                      I have spent my last week avoiding my homework. AVOIDANCE.
..........
             ..............
        Now I only have one week bofore school and three days before the new year. Three more days for resolution. Three more days for change. The tangles are complex, and the new year celebration is stuck in the middle.

It's going to be hard but I'll do my best to untangle the tangle. 

Do my homework.

Study.

CRAM. 

Avoid avoidance. 

And the best of all, celebrate the NEW YEAR.


: ( [not my best post]

It is almost Christmas and I am now on my Christmas break.
It is "necessary" for me to make an entry for IT will be
loooooong before I make another entry here.
I aM LOADED. My dearest teachers gave us homework.

Brain Drain

I have been recently hooked to this website my brother introduced to me.
No it's NOT PORNO. It's a puzzle website. I mean really, the website is a puzzle itself!
I am now stuck on level 13. Wahh!
I need help. It's really hard but it's also very fun and challenging.
If you would like to try IT, here's the site: www.weffriddles.com.
: )

The Return of the Comeback. Caused by blog envy

It has been a long time since I last made an entry in my dear blog. You might be wondering what this dramatic picture is all about(When I say you, it means the imaginary person who I believe is reading my lame blog). It's my sister. We had a black out and I thought candles look good in the dark. So there. I am typing this entry in an internet cafe. I stink(seriously, I smell bad). I hope nobody sniffs me out.

What's new? Well, It's not actually new but I am now a nursing student of the Bicol University College of Nursing. Yeah. It's hard. But the newest thing is that I just lost my folder which contains important stuff. My white form is in there, my library card, my scholarship application form, my NCAE results. Huhuhu. [sob]. Let's forget about that. I just hope someone nice would find my notebook and return it to me. Anyway, after viewing the blog of a new classmate of mine, a spark of enthusiasm hit me and made a whole forest go into flames. I have decided to continue making entries in my blog. I even copied her large font size style. And I have decided to add a new feature: Pictures! Mwahaha.

But

If

I

get tired of the blogging thing again,-which usually happens to me-expect no entries.

I'm back in business. Welcome me! That's all.

In Your Face FIRESPITTER! HAPPY BIRTHDAY![dirty look]

THANKS FOR THE TREAT!!

Today

My knees are itchy.
My arms and legs are too. I don't like it.
Allergies.
I think it's the lotion or something. It says it moisturizes but it only gave me the craving to scratch.
It's driving me crazy. I don't like it.
I shall never use that lotion brand again.

My uncle is right now in the hospital. He crashed his scooter into a tree and got himself a big bump on the forehead and two black eyes.
He looks like a racoon. HAhaHAA!!

I guess I just don't have anything to write in this blog.
I just wanted to try it. I don't like publishing my thoughts. WHY?? WHY do I have to punish myself with this blog?? WHY?? I don't know what to write!!!!

[sigh] I think I'll end this entry here.
My knees are still VERY ITCHY. I don't like it.

Mwahahahaha!

At last, my very own blog!!!!!
This is a first for me. WOO HOO!!! I have a blog.
OK. I feel contented.

:)