Thursday, February 5, 2009
Thursday, November 27, 2008
no comment
I just can’t stand him.
there are days when he’s okay with me, but most days, I’m just annoyed by his antics.
I am not comfortable being in the same room with a few people with him. What more if it were only the two of us.
I don’t hate him. I just don’t know how to react to his actions.
I don’t show resentment or anything. I just act normally [ignoring his corny jokes, not talking until he does] but I think he notices.
[sigh] my attitude towards him has caused tension between us. He as well has started to be silent when were together. He changes his behavior as well when I enter the room. I usually don’t look him in the eye when we talk or cross paths.
but I put effort in making a good bond with him. I sometimes try to act interested when he speaks. I try to answer his questions with oh-so-obvious answers. I’m trying to make a connection.
maybe it’s just me. I hope it’s just me.
[sigh] I hope I fix this. I don’t want silence to last forever. I can’t keep on faking my laughs.
I hope there’d be progress.
[T-T]
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
I hate people
I hate people.
People are hurtful. They cause each other pain. People are MEAN.
People are greedy. People are envious. Always wanting what is not theirs. People are never satisfied.
People are liars. People are hard to trust. They are very deceiving. Always insecure.
People are perfectionists. But they are not perfect themselves. People stare at each other. People judge others. People are VAIN
They curse each other. They are afraid of each other. People are paranoid
People are competitive. fighting for the wrong reasons. Then they lose.
People are users. Very needy. Always dependent. Very parasite-like.
People are spiteful. Vindictive. Regretful.
People are sad. People are FOOLISH
They annoy me. Unfortunately, I am one of them.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
fear
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
RAIN RAIN
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
--LEMONY SNICKET